It's bad to be blind.....

Then he spit on the ground, made mud with the saliva, and spread the mud over the blind man’s eyes. 7He told him, “Go wash yourself in the pool of Siloam” (Siloam means “sent”). So the man went and washed and came back seeing!

John 9: 6-7
We all know the story of Jesus healing the blind man and for many years of my life, I would read it and say what a blessing that was to the man who was born blind.  Like I do so many other times, I just read through or over something but today the story struck me differently.
I realized that I was just like that blind man one time and all of us are.  If we know Jesus, there was time we didn’t and so we were blind to his grace and compassion.  Maybe even today, some of us don't realize how blind we really were, or how blind many people we come into contact with each day are.
As I was reading this story like so many times, three things jumped off the page at me and I want to share them with you.

1. When blindness or sin is healed it's usually messy.   Here was Jesus spitting on the ground and mixing his spit with the dirt on the ground.  Imagine all the feet and animals that had walked on that dirt in times past and now someone was taking spittle and mixing it.  Also, the spit and the dirt had to be picked up and rubbed on the eye lids of the blind man.  I wonder what smells came across as the  dirty, grimy glob of mess was being rubbed on his face of this man.  When we are confronted with the sin in our life, many times it's just like that.  Jesus confronts us with our own shortcomings and failures. When he does we see what a smelly, grimy mess we have allowed sin do in our lives.  Confronting blindness this day and confronting the sin in our lives is a mess that we must all endure to be able to see again.
2. I often wonder what Jesus saw in this man.  We know that people around him thought he was born blind because of the sins of his parents.  When you are blind, you can't see things around you much less the things closest to you.  Personal blindness causes all kinds of challenges and struggles in ones life.  I have come to the realization that people around us can see our weakness much quicker than we can see it ourselves.  Jesus was able to see exactly what this man needed.  Of course the man, could have said, you aren't blind, you have no idea what I need, but it was the trust this blind man had for someone who saw something he could never see.   Our hearts are deceitful and we cannot trust them.  We all need people in our lives who can speak into the blind and weak areas of our lives and walk along loving us through it.  Who do you have in your life like that?
3. When Jesus cleanses you, there will always be people who will wonder if really happened.  The crowd could not believe that this man would do all these crazy things and then be healed, but he went to wash in the pool of Siloam.   When he came out seeing, people were still wondering, "Is it true?"  People are always watching us and our lives as followers of Jesus are always in view of others watching us.  One thing I have learned is everyone can be sorry for a moment, but when Jesus truly forgives you, it's something that last forever.   

So I trust that today, you will be like the blind man.  Go back in your mind and remember the time you were blind before Jesus saved you.   For me, I was 12 years old, but I still remember that my wrong didn't bother me and I was a sinner in need of a Savior.  I was blind and I needed someone to make me able to see.